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Friday, September 01, 2006
it was nv u...i bluffed myself tt it was u...
it was nv u...i thought tt feeling was true..
it was nv u...i guessed it was jus a facade...
it was nv u...i m glad i finally noe tt...
it was nv u...how could it be u?
hahaha it has been a long time since i wrote in tis blog...sad sad...hmmm so much has happened during tis few weeks n i dunno how to describe it...hahaha,go read my space ba...it's better dere...sometimes,i realised tt i dun really like certain ppl read my blog...hahaha...guess it's cos i dun really know them well ba...den like they can noe me better through my blogs but dere is n way for me to know them better...kind of tired of ppl who tries to hide themselves...well wadever le...hahaha tonight gg back to sch for gb camp special night...hope it's fun...hahaha so long since i hv gone back for gb...hope de officers welcome me =P...dunno whether they like me or not...hmmm...working part time now...feel like quitting le,de job is no fun at all...guess it's cos they dun realy need me ba den i dun really like de idea of doing so little n getting paid for it...but den at de same time,i feel underpaid too...cos when i m busy,i really hv to multi-tasks...when i m free,i m practically in de restaurant doing nth productive thanks to some morons...wadever...dun care le,it's tiring to care so much...hahaha,hope life will be better each day...hope de light of my life will appear soon...*wishful thinking*
IfOnlyItWasU
i m unhappy...very unhappy...i m surprised too hahaha...nv thought things would turn out so badly...is my world starting to come crushing on me?i hope not la...i m a girl,i get hurt easily...i din noe tt until recently...wad can i say?God is great,He made me a gal...n i cant pretend not knowing...
hahaha...anyone noe how to cure tis pain ma?tis freaking pain is killing me...*i pray tt i m not changing for de worse*life sux enough,i hope it cant get any worse...hehe,i saw tis quote recently 'wad good is it to own de whole world but lose ur soul in de process?is nth worth more den ur soul?'wa tis quote is damn power man...i really like it a lot...i dun wanna sell my soul to de devil anymore hahaha...it is mine,buzz off!lolx!~go buy from my neighbours lolx!~
good luck everyone!o level coming le...pray tt God will bless upon tis batch of springfielders...will really miss all my frens in spf when i graduate...mus meet often kkz?keep in touch!~
IfOnlyItWasU
love is...
tt tingling feeling u experience when 'he' is near...
love is...
abt falling in love again n again whenever u set ur eyes on 'him'
love is...
loving everything abt each other...
love is...
sth tt shouldn't be a burden...
love is...
unconditionally loving one another...
love is...
de feelings of heartstrings being tugged...
love is...
sadly a stupid fairy tale gals made up...
*when u love someone, it doesn't come with conditions...u dun love someone jus because he or she meets ur standards...when love comes, be prepared to be blown away by it...*
=>only God can give us such noble n eternal love...
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if only i could define death...
perhaps i was already long dead...
if only death was so simple...
i would hv chosen to die....
if only death could cure all these pain...
maybe life could be much simpler...
if only death could be painless...
surely i would hv died long ago...
but death is not wad it seemed to be....
life is all but a facade...
that is filled wif pain sorrows...
if only i could choose again...
i would rather not live...
God i miss u...
how i wish u were here comforting me...
sitting beside me supporting me...
only u Lord can fill tis hollow feeling within me...
if only death wasn't so scary...
no...
death isn't scary...
it is de process tt scares me...
Lord my heart died today...
pls save me from all these mess...
i really miss u Lord...
IfOnlyItWasU
if only it was u...
perhaps my life would hv been different...
if only it was u...
perhaps my life would be filled wif laughters...
if only it was u...
perhaps my life isn't such a waste afterall...
if only it was u...
perhaps my life won't be so complicated...
too bad it wasn't u...
nv have it been u...
thank goodness...
there was nv a 'u'...
IfOnlyItWasU
hahaha...kind of bored right now so thought it would be nice to try creating a new blog. i kind of hate my old one...de skin sux too much...hahaha better enjoy my last few moments of free time be4 de stupid 'o' level start.hmm anyway,realise tt ppl like to do weird things to me...guess they think i m weird so they thought i will like it?NO I DUN!get it?good...ok i oso better clarify tt i dun like picking fights wif others,i jus like to make my point across.if de way i make my point across is too blunt,den i m sry.*i m serious*o ya,note to 'some' ppl:dun act like u understand me very well...dun try to predict y i do this or that.i hate it i hate it i hate it!*breathe*ok i will be fine after a few more months...gonna escape from all de ppl i dun like,but dn i wun get to see my frens frequently anymore n it's kind of sad to me...haix,life mus still go on no matter wad...o well,i really hope life will get better each day from today onwards*who m i bluffing?*o yesh,happy teachers' day.hope de teachers on earth will nv end up like de ap teacher i hate most on earth!*ciaos*
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